Puppy Goodness

100 Labrador Retriever [recommended books and magazines]
87 Flat-Coated Retriever [recommended books and magazines]
85 Golden Retriever [recommended books and magazines] 

Aparantly, I like Retrievers. Makes sense. I had a golden retriever growing up. I really enjoyed her temperment, and my dad's new dog is a retriever aswell. 



Moral Dealy

1.	Kant   (100%)  Click here for info
2.	Spinoza   (90%)  Click here for info
3.	Jean-Paul Sartre   (77%)  Click here for info
4.	John Stuart Mill   (65%)  Click here for info
5.	Jeremy Bentham   (64%)  Click here for info

Apparently, the new trend in shit-disturbing is to post random, ambiguous confessions to those on and off your list and watch the fireworks that ensue! You're supposed to do five for people on your list, and five for people off of it.

1.  I don't think it's fair that I have to be the strongest all the time. I hate that I'm the one that has the pressures on them. I hate that I'm supposed to be all these things that you want of me, and none of them are anything that I want for myself. And I hate that you dont think I'm good enough to get the things that I want out of life.
2. I love you, I've never told you that, but I do. You're so important to me, and it's just never been right for me to say it. I use love and hate so flippently that people think they hold no meaning to me, but I really mean it. I hate that it's not okay for me to say that. (note: this doesn't change my "have you ever been in love" answer. I can still love someone without being IN love with them. I love Stephanie, but I'm not IN love with her.) 
3. I hate that you have what I want. My goals, my life, you have part of it. and have made me getting what I want harder in the process. You don't even care about what you're doing and my whole life is wrapped up in that. I hate that you don't care, and I think you're a bitch for making me feel bad about hating you.
4. I wish sometimes you would have been more there for me. You're like a best friend, and I appreciate that, but I would have preferred you to be more than that. I needed you to be more than that. And I think I'm fucked up because you weren't.
5. We've been through so much, I don' tthink anyone knows my crazy mind like you. And I don't think I'd be able to sort out my life without you there to help me just be okay with being a little.... mad. We both are, and that's why I keep you around :D
6.I can't stand when you don't stand up for yourself. You are worth so much more than what you take. You're better than you ever used to be, and I take full credit for that. I wouldn't let you be walked on anymore when I met you. I think that you need to slap some people in your life and tell them that you are worth more than what they are offering presently.
7. Don't treat me with kid gloves. I know I'm important to you, but I'm not made of glass. I'm almost twenty fucking one. I stumble and need help sometimes, But I have a tough skin, and you don't need to protect me. I have a loud obnoxious stubborn mouth, I can hold my own. It makes me uncomfortable when you defend me, like I can't fight my own fight. Trust me, I can fight.
8. I think that you are so lucky to be in the situation you're in. She really loves you. Just pay attention to her, love her, care for her, and she'll treat you so well. and she's worth it.
9.Our lives are different. We've shared so much, but I still love you. Every day we change more and more, and it's harder and harder to keep it together. but yet, we see eachother and everything comes back and it's just like old times. I'm so comfortable with you, I never want to see you leave again.
10. I think you have issues. deep seeded, serious issues. I think you need councelling, I think you need help. I think that your bull shit crowds out what really is wrong. I think that because people actually do love you, that you should listen and get some psycological help. you'll be better for it.


*ahhh* okay, that was a good vent session.... tryed to keep it anonymous, as some of that stuff is hurtful. If you can guess who you are, I'll give you a cookie, but more than likely I won't tell you, as alot of it is mean.